Thursday, March 31, 2011

The Call

Finding God's call for my life




What am I passionate about ?


I am very passionate about travelling. I just want to become a travel freak, stepping my foot step in all parts of the world. I dunno why I just like to travel, maybe it all started with my family trip to Thailand.




My passion for ice cream. Yes, I called myself ice cream lover, but I am very very picky. I only like ice cream with smooth texture, not those icy poles ice cream. I was really disappointed the 30cm Korean ice cream stall in Sydney was no longer there when I visited Sydney for the 6th time during 2011 VIC labout day weekend.




What am I good at?


I believe I have 6 sense in certain things which I really think I do. LOL........


I am good at being who I am... I do not need to fake myself out to win someone's heart......


My belief is if I have to give up my true personality to get to where I need to be, that path is not worth going .


I have very very strong personality. I might say things which will poke someone's heart, but I do not meant it. But just being yourself after all.............


I am good at making my own judgement call. I do not need to care about what other people think of me.


Just be yourself, is your life after all. You live for yourself not others!!




What breaks my heart?


The 1st time I heard the word TSUNAMI when I was in China during 2004 Christmas with my family and ex. While you were enjoying the great time spent together, how pathetic it is to have a big wave that strike and took 200,000 lifes away. All of the sudden the world's population just shrink. Maybe I have been to Phi Phi Island in Thailand and knowing how small the island is, nothing will survive when the Tsunami striked that place. SAD.




The 1st earthquake in NZ, 10 days it happend right after I left Christchurch in August 2010. I called myself to be real lucky to escape that. Having seen the Christchuch cathederal twice, it just gone and collapsed during the 2nd earthquake.




Best of all, my exes told me to open up my eyes and find some one that loves me more. I will.......... I am still searching !! I have faith in God that HE will save me the best one. Some people might think I am foolish, all I could say is everything happened for a purpose, for better or worse, you judge it yourself.


My motto: Don't know don't care.............


I choose to have world peace, appreciate life to its fullest with all my heart while I can.


I will give my best to everything I do.


Life is just too fragile. Friends' daddy just passed away from heart attack like that with no sympton given beforehand, while they were overseas. It just seriously breaks my heart to listen to this kind of news.




What is my next step to get there?


I do believe God has set a destiny for each of us. No matter where I ended up one day, I always treasure the journey I have been through in my life.


Even people can come and fail you, hurt you, is OK, time will heal and God miracle healing power is really awesome.


I always learn from my mistakes, I do, grow my self esteem and proceed further. Prasie Lord for making who I am today.


I always want YOU to show me the path and direction in my life!!


Give thanks and be grateful! :)